getting unstuck

is exhausting
lub dub lub dub lub dub
but if i stop now
it may just settle
slowly tumbling
then gathering
in careless piles
at the bottom
a slow-motion
pinball game
i keep slamming
the sides trying
to flip upwards
advancing
but inescapably
it all slides through
the center and i'm back
where i started
but when will you
thaw me out?
curbed life processes
without termination
you call it
suspended animation
i call it
<<shrivel>>
i like this song
far too much
to know the lyrics
for once everything
becomes clear
it loses its power
something about bohemian
dancing perfect
nipples and
passing out in
your garden
we've been magnetized
for years and
i refuse to stop
losing myself
in your infinite charm
amigo

sadness broadcast
thin lines connect
zig then zag
yeah
small fuzzy shocks
nag your shoulders
pesky gnats
coax them off
with your smooth
dance moves
michael
michael michael
i'll change my hair
but inside i'll stay
the same
i want to bless you.
do you think god
would mind?
achoo.
little mouse sneezes
and sighs
come from you.
you in your
high-waisted sweatpants.